eynjel's thots

Me, Myself, and I

2004-10-13T16:33:00.000+08:00

What Makes You Sexy? by dollface04
Name
Gender
Physical Appearance	Your Eyes
Special Talents	Kissing

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Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	breath taking
Your hugs are...	gentle
Your eyes...	sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...	awakening my heart
Your smell is...	beautiful
Your smile is...	amazing
Your love is...	eternal

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Parental Guidance

2004-10-11T17:58:00.000+08:00

My life is rated PG-13.
What is your life rated?

An Angel in Disguise

2004-09-23T13:48:00.000+08:00

Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.

What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
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Hairy Scary

2004-09-23T13:43:00.000+08:00

Your anime hair color is green.

What is your anime hair color?
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Unmasking Eynjel

2004-09-22T19:12:00.000+08:00

Behind every smile is a tear. Behind every joy is sadness. Behind every smiling, sweet "eynjel" is a crying, fallen one.

Quizzes really tell a lot about who you really are, what you really feel and stuff you don't know exists in you.

I really wasn't planning to blog anymore. Got tired perhaps. My zeal for writing faded as I entered college. I signed up for a couple of essay writing contests but didn't pass any entries... Oh well..

I took this quiz on Quizzilla (actually I answered a LOT of quizzes..) that tells something about "who I really am". Those posted below are the results of the tests I took.

Most of the results stated that I was "bubly, fun, enthusiastic, joyful, playful, smart, kind, caring, calm, optemistic" things like that. Well, I was really expecting these results. Nothing new... Quite obvious. What I did not expect (and mind you, those really took me by surprise) were what resulted from the Smile and Goddess test. The two said that "sadness lurks about you at times" and "You're the sad smile". I was and still am bothered. It made me wonder, "do I really know who I am?"

A sudden feeling of sadness (yes sadness) engulfed my whole being. I felt so alone, so depressed, so heavy inside. Depressing memories flashed right before my eyes. Memories I thought I've erased from my brain's "memory box". Nakakainis naman ang utak, parang computer, may Recycle Bin. Kahit idelete mo na ang isang memory, nakastore pa rin subconciously. Ang difference lang, kahit anong pilit mo, hindi mo pwedeng i-empty ang Recycle Bin ng utak. Kahit ayaw mo na, minsan, automatic na nagre-restore sa "memory box" ang mga ala-alang ayaw mo nang balikan.

I remember reading an essay about humorists. Sabi dun "humorists feed from trouble, from sadness." (or something like that).

I am a humorist, an absorber of negative feelings. I have the ability to make people smile or laugh. The problem is I absorb.

A friend once complimented me about my smile. He emphasized that no
matter how loud you laugh it's always your smile that will show how you really feel..

Now, take time to analyze my smile.

Ooohhh... Fairies...

2004-09-22T18:46:00.000+08:00

You are like the snow fairy, she is very beautiful,
she has the power to make things beautiful, but
She is sometimes quite selfish, and spends most
of the time she should be using her magic
staring at her self in the mirror. Other than
the fact that she is vain and selfish. She is
a nice person, when she IS actually using her
magic, her powers are great, and she is very
helpful. Well that's most of the tings about
the snow fairy, can you relate to some of them?
You probably can, because that is what this
quiz is for!

**The ultimate Fairy quiz**(anime pics!) for girls, but if you are a guy you can take it too! !**being improved more**!
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What My Smile Says

2004-09-22T18:29:00.000+08:00

You're the sad smile,the one that regrets nearly
everything and is constantly wondering about
what could have been.You're not happy with your
situation and usually blame yourself because of
the bad things that have happened.Cheer up.

What Kind of Smile are You?
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Mythical Me

2004-09-22T18:22:00.000+08:00

You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.

"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."

Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.

As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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You are Form 8, Demon: The Destroyer.

"And The Demon took advantage of the chaos
and seized civillization. With grace and
style, Demon slit The Goddess's belly and
drowned the world in her blood. The Goddess,
The Demon, and the world were no
more."

Some examples of the Demon Form are Seth (Egyptian)
and The Horsemen of the Apocalypse (Christian).
The Demon is associated with the concept of
destruction, the number 8, and the element of
earth.
His sign is the full moon.

As a member of Form 8, you are a very strong willed
individual. You don't let others' opinions
sway your own and you're usually not afraid to
speak your mind. However, some may see you as
a bit overly passionate but it's just because
you never back down from your values. No
matter what, you always do everything with
style. Demons are the best friends to have
because they will back you up.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Me? A Goddess?

2004-09-22T18:18:00.000+08:00

Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks
about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty,
right?

What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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The True Light

2004-09-22T18:15:00.000+08:00

You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day! You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out. (please forgive me if you cannot see the
pics. If you go to my userpage then you can see
your result picture at the bottom)

What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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Flying With My Wings

2004-09-22T18:07:00.000+08:00

You have yellow wings! Calm, and peaceful, you
hardly stress and worry. Being around you makes
others feel happy and in tune. Even though you
are serious, you never over react or panic,
which can make you the perfect body guard.
Using logic, and thinking with quick wit, you
may be in a grave situation, and be able to
think your way through. You like doing quite
things, such as reading, and enjoy watching
sunsets, aquariums, and snow storms. At peace
in your soul, your yellow things reflect the
collected person you are.

What Color are your wings?(Mainly for Girls)Beautiful Pix!
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My Soul

2004-09-22T17:57:00.000+08:00

You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Emotions

2004-09-22T17:54:00.000+08:00

You represent... kindness.
You're a very gentle, kind, and caring individual.
You truely care about people and are generally
well-liked. Though sometimes you may be
perceived as weak, you truely have a strong
heart and a good desire to help others.

What feeling do you represent?
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Me as a Mystiscal Creature

2004-09-22T17:48:00.000+08:00

You're like a fairy. Fairies were the little pixies
that usually lived in the forest with wings
like butterflies and perfect little faces.
they had brown or blonde hair and pale skin
with freckles. They were entergetic, joyful,
playful, very smart, and peaceful. Fairies are
deffinately the most famous of all fantasy
creatures. (If you cannot see the picture, go
to my userpage and look near the bottom. There
should be the picture and description for all
the results)

What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)
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My Knight in Shining Armor

2004-09-22T17:44:00.000+08:00

You are the most important person in his life. He
would do anything to see you smile. Actually,
he would be the PERFECT boyfriend. Always
getting lost in your eyes, always treating you
like a princes and always saying a joke to make
you laugh your head off while he smiles at your
hysteric laughter. Yup, he is the person you
were destined to fall in love with.

What kind of boyfriend would you have?(with pics and obviously for girls^^)
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Season

2004-09-22T17:29:00.000+08:00

You're a Summer. You're just a ball of energy that
is constantly going on and on!! You're kinda
like the energizer bunny. lol. But your
probably really athletic and even if you're
not, you'd be good in sports because of all
your energy. You're enthusiastic about
everything you do and find it hard not to be
happy. You're usually pretty optimistic but can
be realistic when needed. You always hope for
the best to turn out and many times they do.
Sometimes though, you let your temper get the
best of you but you apologize as soon as you
can because you hate people being angry with
you. You're friends love how active you are and
you make them feel like they can do anything
crazy if they want to.

What season are you? (pics)
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The Angel In Me

2004-09-22T17:23:00.000+08:00

You're a "Pink Angel". Now, just because
it may be a little bit of a feminin color
doesn't mean you're all girly and whiney.
You're very self-less and love to bring good
news to people because you like seeing people
happy. You have better manners than most and
people love how polite you can be. You're
friends love that they hardley ever get in
arguments with you and can barely get mad at
you! You're friends and family mean so much to
you and it takes more than a fight to break you
away from them. (If you cannot see the picture,
go to my homepage and scroll down near the
bottom. I have the results from all my quizess
that have pics)

What Color Angel Are You? (PICS)
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Stupid Stupid Me!

2004-08-24T10:14:00.000+08:00

Ughhh! I'm really upset right now... things have happened.. things that make me stop and think.. "Was it an accident or am I really just so stupid?!"
A week ago, a friend of mine 'accidentally' got hold of my password. I have the same password for all of my internet accounts. You can guess what happened next.
I became aware that people can easily have access to my accounts that I changed my passwords.
Unfortunately though, I also changed my cellphone's PIN code... and.... I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT IT IS!!! Aaaaahhhhhh!!! Damn!
I don't want to get a new SIM card 'cause that means changing my number. I've had this number for 5 years and I'll be forced to have a new one just because I can't remember my PIN code...!!!! STUPID STUPID STUPID ME!
Oh no! my priced messages, contact numbers of my friends, and most of all, MY LOAD! (just to inform anyone who reads this, I just loaded 115php last night!)
I want to cry... I'm really so stupid!
Faye is beside me and is watching me type this entry. She's laughing and by the look on her face, she thinks the same way I do...
How sad!
This is my second entry (I was not the one who wrote the "password" entry)and all I am blabbering about is my sheer act of stupidity...
I guess I'll be lamenting about this for a really really really long time unless I'll be able to decode my PIN before it gets blocked.
=(

My Password has been stolen...

2004-08-19T11:18:00.000+08:00

i think i should change my password now. somebody knows what it is and i'm in great danger.

Something To Think About

2004-08-19T09:17:00.000+08:00

If i knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and a kiss and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would videotape each action and word, so i could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time I could spare an extra minute or two, to stop and say that "I love you," instead of assuming that you KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time Iwould be there to share your day, well, I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an overnight, and we always get a second chance to make everything all right.
There will always be another day to say our "I love you's" and certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do's."
But just in case I might be wrong, and today is all I get, I'd like to say how much I love you and hope we nerver forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike, and today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.
So, if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today? For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day.